So this is may and I don't really have a documented account of my life in the past month except my journal which is off limits..
It's may 21 precisely, I have done so much in how many days is that? Huh march 12 till now, a pretty long while, I have done stuff I swore never to do again countless times, so much so it's like second nature with no guilt anymore.
I guess that's what happens when you indulge in recklessness, it envelopes you and soon you don't really care. Anyways, besides my sins, I have shaved my hair as always but now I'm on full braids, 58 strands long, well past kmy ass :D yes I did count it, tonight even, I was so bored.
Finished my papers today and I can't say it didn't all suck because I really didn't read but somehow I'm not even worried because even though I don't seem so with my piercings and attitude, I'm a GOdly person so it's GOD and my result.
Fun things I did this month, I'm trying so hard to have fun @18, it really shouldn't be so hard but it is, I feel really oldish, except for my bad english. Haha. So I got to Skype an old friend a lot this week at last (my fault as always) and it was so much fun and it was so perfect and I am kinda shy even thinking about it and I'm blushing!! I'm too tough for this shit yo! Lol. Here's a kiss for you papi :* and btw, I think I shld be already able to say your name in public without getting beat up already, don't you.?
So I had a crush on someone this past month but it flew once I started talking to him, I wonder why that happens.
So I'm going back to my fashion thing after this business thing and I really can't wait.. So excited!! :D
Back to the fun things I did this semester, really nothing, the highlight was when luke took me out with his cute friend, it was fun even though I was pretty much invisible the whole time. Haha.
I'm still as single as I was born, people don't believe I have never really dated anyone ever, and huh it's a choice. Freelancing is fun but there are days when you want to cuddle but I also have that covered ;). Yeah yeah I'm feeling pretty good.
I have my hair braided like lilwayne's braids. I love that mofo so much I would do nasties with him without thinking, I obviously have thought about it.
I hope someone reads this though all my twitter friends don't tweet at me no more, guess I'm boring or annoying, I hope it's the annoying thing cus it's all an illusion to go with the natural goth thing, I take the illusion thing back now.
Reminds me of when I went boot shopping last week, wanted a pair of random boots and a pair of Jeffery Campbells but I as wise as I am i forgot my wallet. Still cannot believe it. And the shoes were already packed, but madam had only change in her bag.
I also went makeup less for a week, I was testing my confidence but gee I really can't do without red lips and black cat eye make up and im just eighteen! Ridiculous I know, well I just concluded that whoever loves me gets to see me without makeup only, convenient eh?? HahahaIt's 3:16am, got nothing doing today, go online shoe shopping maybe. Pictures coming.. Can't post photos with this pad and I don't understand it.
***Kisses***Title is lyrics from drunk but really though love scars make up.. Waste of cash.
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