First name : love last name : out of my league.

Mushy is bad for my health. I know it so I got drunk. Love drunk. Drunk off love. Watching the love those two share, got me drunk. But love is out of my league. Way way out. I know it but dont we always want what we cant get? I wonder if am ever enough of anything. Am I enough to love and be loved. I doubt it. So i take another sip of the chilled beer of love. I'll sneak up and watch people love from a distance. I'll pray they never feel this hollow, i'll pray they stay happy and in love, i'll pray they never have a taste of this beer. I'll stay drunk for them, because thats what i can afford, love is far too out of my league. A toast to love. To those that love and let love live. Its a wonderful feeling. Thats what they say. Am sure it is, its so famous, talked about, a general language. It has to be fabulous, special. But until then, until I am enough of anything, Until love knocks at my door, until I love someone and until someone loves me. Till another soul feels the need to occupy my body. I'll keep a bottle in hand, and keep drinking. Because thats what i have, and i'll want what i have and stay satisfied with not having what I want. A toast To love.