Monday, 9 May 2011

...scenes from my memory...

He looked at me dead in the eyes. Looking so calm and peace like he always did, took my hand in his and he asked, 'Are you with someone?' I said 'yes' he said 'who is he?' I said. Its not a he, its a me. I'm with my self. Loving my self. I'm in a relationship with my self. Strenghtening the bond I have with my self.' he looked at me and smiled at me. Two weeks later, He asked again 'are you with someone?' I said 'Yes. Self love' 'You're being selfish.' was all he said as calmly as ever. I paused, Was I really? He begged, let me in. Lets love together. Let me love you. No I couldn't. I couldn't. I cant love another when i dont love my self. So i kissed him, looked into his eyes and said. 'i'll love me. I'll learn the best way to love me. Then i'll do you a favour and teach you how to. If you pass or if you fail. I'll have the pleasure of knowing I taught you what I learnt. So let me learn and my knowledge will be shared with you once and done. He smiled and kissed me back.

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