Who Am I?

No I'm not like every girl. I'm me. You know what makes me different? No you dont. Only I can know that. I'm the kinda girl that never wants anything but I do need everything and I have nothing =>The twist of my mind. I've learnt something this past week. Its easier to be sad than to be happy. At least for me it is. So I choose when to be happy and I'm trying not to cry so often and I'm getting good it and also at hiding my emotions. This past week was revealing. What did I do? Well nothing. I was in my room all through monday. I switched off my phone and laptop. I laid on the floor. And I was there for 24hours. I know right. Thats my life now. Nothing is happening, I'm just drifting. I dont even read anymore. I've read all the novels in the study over three times each. And my textbooks are pretty boring. I went out only once this week. I went to the programmer and tried my hacking skills on some twitter accounts. That didn't go too well though. But
I'll keep trying. :D I cant get arrested by the way. Dont ask why? I dont like bragging. :| well so sunday, thats today I aint doing shit. In bed all day. Ate, slept and now i'm sending emails to my blog. Well my life really is boring. B) I wonder how I stay alive though. I guess you'll never know. I also learnt to appreciate who I am. Thats why i'm sending this mail. Because I have accepted my writing, i'm not trying to be who I aint. Thats what makes me unique innit. I'm me buddies. B)

i'm fine btw.
Just
disappeared.

cheers!!